Changing views

It has been an interesting week. I am now in the third session of my Landmark Sex and Intimacy seminar. It is shifting things in my life that I would have not imagined. From my landlady accusing me of having a sexual relationship because of the misinterpretation of the title of my seminar. This has caused me to look at my confrontational issues with people in authority that stem from my childhood years.

It is a real challenge for me to speak with people that I feel looks at me like I have less value in this world then they do. It's also disturbing to see people use tools to help them disguise their dark side by using tools in their lives to make people think they live in the light. I am seeing this with the landlady I live with

I cannot express the value I am  getting in this seminar . The insights I am seeing in myself regarding my perception and views on what I beleive is a true honest relationship that stems on integrity and honesty with another person is beyond measure. I have discovered my deep resignation towards ever being in another relationship. This holds me back from discovering my sexual feminine side that I have caged up for decades

I've also discovered some hope by sharing openly how I view men with my group call each week. We have three men in our group which was very intimidating to me. How am I going to be able to share openly with these men who are strangers and not feel judged. Well I was surprised to see how supportive they all were as I shared. They actually did understand why I would view men the way I do.

We cannot develop an emotional backbone with most men by pointing not providing a safe space for them to express their views on sex and intimacy. By sharing openly and listening unconditionally it allows them to see how why they have unfulling relationships with their patners . They say that sex is only 10 percent of a relationship. You could have great sex with each other and disagree on the other 90 percent of the relationship. If a relationship is build on the foundation of sex the integrity of the relatiinship will eventually desolve because there is no real room for growth.

So I am am hopeful that men are capable of having the courage to be brave and vulnerable in sharing intimately and having a deep conversation. This would be a huge shift on our planet.

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